Looking back at my day today, I felt extremely stupid. >_<"
For your information, I work part-time as a Student Ambassador who gives campus tours or helps out at the various events that the Liaison office organizes.
I gave a tour today to a family who came from the US and there I go all preppy and cheery (just being myself)... only to find out that they are a "diplomatic" family at the end of the day when the tour organizer told me that the father works in the Ministry in one of the states.
Maaan.. >_<" I felt like I made a fool out of myself with my happy-go-lucky spirit, but it seemed like the family enjoyed the tour a lot. I was polite, answered their questions and helpful during the whole tour.. but I felt I could of done more and be a bit more serious.
Also, it is one of my dreams to become a diplomat or work for the government. Ever since I started working as a SA, I met countless people who are children of government officials... That's making me so desparate
I want to work in the government, but I know I am just not.. good enough.
Bleh.. so, what should I do for the next tours? Continue to be the happy-go-lucky person or be a bit more serious? I am just afraid that being more serious would drown my passion for my university.
Feedback will be appreciated..
Semper vigilans.
Living my life like a ninja... so, leave me alone... *vanish*
