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[funkyfly]

In my opinion, what you are feeling is very normal and I blame it on the game mechanics of RO itself for your frustrations. Grinding is never easy. I myself quit RO 2-3 years ago and surprisingly i came back. That was probably due to the new things that was added. I'm sure all those who play RO will grow tired of it sooner or later. However, some of those that do, will return to restart the cycle.