Probably leaving but who knows?

[Kenshiro-san]

Hard to not swear at mom, but even if I wanted to (which I honestly do) I'm too scared. XD

Oh, trust me, no agreements can be made. I've tried telling her I'll quit RO until I get an A+ on my next exams in all my classes, or I'd play RO on fridays+weekends only if I get B+/A- in my class averages, but she won't budge. I need an A+ in ALL my class averages, which to her means minimum an 3.95 average. She wants me to be just like I was in my old school. Thing is, that in my new school they grade you differently. In my old school they'd grade you for how much you know about a certain skill and such. Therefore I was on the honor roll, was nominated for the Honor Society, was in the Red Cross, school band, and replacement secretary in the student council (the other secretary quit after like 3 meetings.). But then when I moved, they would measure how much I know about a subject, which I don't mind, if the teachers would answer my emails, or accept to talk to me after class, or something of the sort. In my old school I sucked at math, but for 4 months I stayed after school until 4pm (we'd leave at 2:30pm) studying for math alone, in the math classroom along with the math club. I improved a lot, and got along better with the teacher. However, in this school, if a teacher even considers staying with you after school to help you understand... well, consider yourself lucky.
I've tried a lot to help mom comprehend, but I really don't have a "happy history" with her. She took a lot of things I said when I was little personally. C'mon, when a 1 year old wants to be with her stepmom more than her mom... you don't get jealous, it's a ONE YEAR OLD. What pisses me off is that mom also makes fun of how I feel a lot. I never tell her things anymore because for example, I told her I was feeling lonely because people at school wouldn't talk to me anymore and on top of that, someone was spreading rumors about me. She lol'd and called me a self-centered brat, and then went on a rampage saying that I was being an infantile (censored). I didn't listen to her of course, but damn, that still hurts either way. .-. Therefore I just kinda quit on her. My next step, if raising my grades won't work, is packing up and moving in with my uncle, getting a part-time job and get enough money to move with my grandpa in New York. I've already moved from my dad's house to my mom's house, she accuses me of being a liar, but y'know, she's not exactly Ms.Saintface. >>;
Sorry, long whine. ._.;;

Anywho, I'm getting to it, I might sneak on RO every once in a bit, but for the moment only 2 people can get on my acc, so before you talk directly to me, ask who it is XD And Shik, keep out D:

@Saii
Thanks... I guess? Youtube = blocked so I can't see, but thanks anyway

@Street
.... I did the same thing. o.O; Now I know how annoying I can be when I nag. xD