Poem

[Tenshi]

Tears have flowed through my eyes
Pain stricken heart's been frozen
Now that all is in the past filled with sighs
I am learning to get into motion

All these shady days
Filled with haze
No longer hold meaning
While I am healing

Everything's going to be alright
You're taught me how to fight
This anguish filled soul
Is filling up the hole

The void eating up my pain
So I can continue and live another day
Knowing that you're there as a friend
Lets me over come the trauma that was laid onto me...

- Tenshi (writen 22:01 EST 08/11/2005)

[Tenshi]

Now that tears have dried
The pain in my heart stagnates
Though I no longer feel so fried
Evn if this hurt resonates
I know this pain you feel
Must be so real
Keeping someone in your heart
Not being able to let go
Drowning within this flow
Just being pushed in a cart
In tyhe end please don't hate
Or feel angerd at me
For falling for you and feeling so free
I guess that's just fate...

- Tenshi (Writen @ 9:10 EST 08/11/2005) (writen on the bus ride to school)

[Tenshi]

Being sad is part of life
Feeling all this grief
For all that has ended
Hearts being stole by a thief

Doesn't matter anymore
I can live forever more
No longer needing to store
Emotions rare as ore

Even just being there
Just as a friend more precious
To me seeing you smile here
Staying by you as you're so gracious

Though pain striken
And heart broken
The gentle scars now upon my wounds
Bringing me to the begining of the end

Of all this pain
So in the end it'll
Be alright so long as you'll
Stay my friend

- Tenshi (Writen @ 7:18 EST 09/11/2005) (Writen on the bus ride to school)

[Tenshi]

Now that girls are done doing divisions
With my hopless heart that broke into fractions
I've been laying awake here at night to make decisions
With everthing that so complicated I've lost my destinations

Mind's clearing up from all the fog
My pain's starting to burn up like a log
My mind's been wasted and burned
So it can simply fill that stupid urn

So now that the pain's going
So these tears drying
Moving on to a brighter day
A day with out you there to sway

I'll still be in dismay
But it's okay
'cause you've made me better
Turned me into a fighter

- Tenshi (writen 22:42 EST 14/11/2005)

[Tenshi]

As I look up from the hazy clouds surounding me
I see her almond shaped hazel eyes gazing at me
As I search to understand what... no WHO she is
I find myself lost within her world
I remain there gazing wantingly at her
Aproaching her she remains a mystery to me
I am inches away from her now
Inhaling the very scent of her
I know she has been sent from the heavens above
I know that she has to be an angel...
Is she mine I wonder
Inhaling deeper I can smell her fragrance
It is the smell of the early dawn dew that rises from newly bloomed flowers
The fog of my vision thins out
I can see more clearly now
Her beauty is unimaginable
indescriveble
As the haze opens up from her
My heart... slows... stops... misses a few beats
I close my eyes
When I open them again
I realise
I no longer stand in front of her
I am there on the streets
Alone and cold
Forever burned in my memory
I know there she'll stay
In my heart and soul she has become part of me
I know this
For I know through her I have found love

- Tenshi (2K4)